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About pb1961

I was Sr. Pastor of Peace Hill Christian Fellowship - an interdenominational fellowship which I helped plant with my wife and parents in law in 1991, and where I served from 1991-2021. My wife and I have 4 grown children and live in rural Virginia on the family farm. I continue to preach occasionally, and to lead Bible studies. I also offer spiritual direction. My wife is an author, publisher, former college professor at William&Mary, and runs a B&B and agro-tourism business.

Genesis 2:4-25

WHAT ARE PEOPLE – Pete Bauer

This sermon was preached at Peace Hill Christian Fellowship on October 19th, 2014.  To listen to the audio, just click on this link – Gen 2.

Genesis 2:4ff can be confusing because, after Genesis 1:1-2:3, it seems like God is done with creation–and yet, in 2:4, it seems as though the author is going back to a time before the plants were created on the land and telling the story differently.  One way around this is to say that Genesis two is giving us a close up view of what happened in Genesis 1:25ff–although this begs the question.  Frankly, a story teller would have told the story in order.

Another view, which I think is more helpful, is to understand Genesis one as a story about who God is (Creative, Investing, Appreciating), and then to look at Genesis two as a story about who people are.   This morning we are going to take a look at Genesis two that focuses on the symbolism of the story in order to understand what the Bible says about who people are and how they/we relate to God.

People are Both Flesh and Spirit.  (The Symbols of Dust and Breath)

We Are Tied to The Earth–Flesh:  “the Lord God formed the man from the dust of the ground…”  There could not be a clearer way to say that we are made up of, and part of this earth.  In this sense, we have the characteristics of the earth in our nature:  competition, drives (survival, hunger, reproduction).   We cannot throw these things off by not paying attention to them or denying them.

Not only is this true, but also this dust or flesh is also, to some extent, “wild” in us–which is to say that it is not completely naturally under our control.   We cannot decide not to be hungry, or that we are no longer going to need sleep, or that we will no longer have a sex drive.  These things are part of the earth–the dust which God formed to be our physical bodies, with all of their tendencies, drives, desires, etc.

We Are God-Breathed:  “… and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life.”  But human beings are more than a pile of dust and a collection of neurons, drives, fluids, etc.  Genesis also tells us something about ourselves that rings true: we are spirit, or breath, and that breath of life that animates us is vitally connected to the divine–God.  Much that we take for granted comes from this divine connectedness:  the pursuit of meaning for our lives, the desire and ability to create, the desire to find satisfaction, peace and joy (all of which, we saw, are reflected in Genesis one).

Spiritual Implications:   As it turns out, this description of mankind rings very true.  We do have these drives and desires–and we do have this spiritual connection or aspect of our lives.  What does that mean for the way we were made to live?

~ Drives are Neither Evil Nor Absolute:  First, this view leads us to a balance where physical drives are neither all that there is so that we live only for the bloated satisfaction of the body, nor are they evil, so that we deny every possible pleasure.  Our dust is formed by God–and therefore it is good, our drives and desires have good origin, proper use as gifts given to us from God.  Food is a gift to be enjoyed, yet not abused.  Sex is a gift to be enjoyed, but not abused.  The church often gets this wrong and treats these things as though the Bible started at Genesis three (with the fall of man) so that everything that we enjoy is somehow wrong or evil.  The world outside of the church gets this wrong and lives as though a person were nothing more than a collection of drives to be used to their limits.

~ Without Connection to the Source of Our Spirit, We Are Alone:  Secondly, Genesis tells us that the source of the spirit within us is God.  There is a sense in which the vitality of the human spirit depends on return to and connection with its source–God.  Without that connection, human beings are deeply and profoundly lonely.  In consequence many people try to fill that loneliness by filling and overfilling themselves in response to their physical drives.  Human beings do this–animals don’t.  Why?  because human beings are longing for more.

People Are Cultivators.  (The Symbol of the Garden)

We Develop Our Lives:  “The Lord God took the man and put him in the Garden of Eden to work it and take care of it.

The first thing God does with the man he created is to give him a job–the Garden of Eden to care for and cultivate.  God does not put Adam in the garden just to sit.  Genesis is telling us something about the  basic nature of being human.  To be human is to cultivate.  This is something that we cannot help doing–developing.  We develop physically and care for and cultivate our bodies. We cultivate/develop the homes we live in, our habits and patterns of life, friendships, gardens, our knowledge and social skills, etc.

Our lives can be pictured like a garden/ The Garden.  We grow things in our lives.  We grow in our understanding, ability, knowledge-become more or less beautiful, orderly, productive.

We Were Made to Cultivate Body and Spirit:  The spiritual implications of cultivation–based on the previous understanding that we are both body/flesh and soul/spirit, become fairly clear.  We were made to cultivate not only our jobs, our minds, our friendships, etc., but also our spirits.

There are two ways of thinking about cultivating our spirit (1) actively, through spiritual practices of what are generally referred to as the “means of grace”–prayer, public and private worship, scripture meditation and study, etc., and (2) passively through appreciating the beauty of creation, listening for God’s direction, sitting quietly and receiving grace and favor from God.

People Are Free.  (The Symbol of the Tree of Knowledge)

People are Free to Choose:  “9 In the middle of the garden were the tree of life and the tree of the knowledge of good and evil… 16 And the Lord God commanded the man, ‘You are free to eat from any tree in the garden;  17 but you must not eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, for when you eat of it you will surely die.’

God puts the tree of knowledge in the middle of the Garden of Eden–then tells the man not to eat of it or he’ll die.   This situation, set up by God, makes no sense from a literal reading of Genesis two.  If we are reading a literal account of Genesis, then we run into a serious problem with the nature of God.  The problem can be expressed this way – What kind of loving parent puts temptation in the middle of the room and then threatens their child, when they KNOW that the child will fail?   Or do we want to say that God did not know what would happen–was not wise enough to know?

A symbolic view of Genesis makes much more sense here–a picture of humanity made with the capacity of choice:  choice to love or not love God–choice to trust or not trust God–choice to obey or not obey God.  This freedom is further expressed at the end of the chapter where, “25 The man and his wife were both naked, and they felt no shame.”  After the fall they cover up before God.

We were Made to Be Free and Responsible Before God:  God does not control us but gives us the capacity to make real choices.  We are free before God–naked in a true sense.  Our actions and choices to love God or not to love–trust or not trust–obey or not obey are ours.  We make them, we must own them before God.  There is no spiritual autopilot or cruise control where we can set up certain spiritual practices to appease God and then live  our lives without reference to him.  There is no separation between spiritual life and real life.  God has called us to see our choices as, not automatic, thoughtless, meaningless, but as responses to him and the freedom he has given us.

People Are Communal.  (The Symbol of the Woman)

People are Not Needless:  “18 Then the Lord God said, “It is not good for the man to be alone;  I will make him a helper suitable for him.

This is the first time in either creation account (Gen.1 or 2) where God says that something is “not good,” and so this should grab our attention.   What is not good is for the man to be alone, by himself without help.  In response a drama unfolds in which God is seeking a helper for the man.  Here again, a literal reading is not helpful.  Did God really think that Adam might find true companionship with one of the animals?  Instead what we see is a comparison between the animals and the woman–who turns out to be far superior and identified as the same kind–bone of my bones and flesh of my flesh.

We Need Society and Help:  The point?  We need people.  We need relationship.  We need help.  Adam does not fully know who he is and where he belongs until he meets Eve.  In the story, once he meets her he knows who he is and where he belongs–not with the animals.  There is something very true in this.  We do not fully know ourselves apart from other people: our families, our friends, our community.

But also, we need help.  Adam is not left alone to cultivate the garden by himself.  He needs society as he does it–he needs other hands to help with the work.

We Were Made to Bless and be Blessed by Relationship:  The spiritual implications of this are that we need people and people need us.  We need people both physically and spiritually to help us as we cultivate our lives.  We were not made to do this alone.  We were not created to be in isolation.

Genesis

WHAT DOES THE CREATION STORY TELL US?  – Pete Bauer

This sermon was preached at Peace Hill Christian Fellowship on October 12th, 2014.  To listen to the audio, just click on this link – Gen 1.

If we can put aside the Creation/Evolution debate when we look at Genesis one, we see three things which are being said about God.   (1) God is creative, (2) God is an investor in human potential, and (3) God appreciates and enjoys the creation.   These are foundational statements about God–the first things said about who he is.  They should form our basic or starting opinions and understandings about God.

At the same time, these foundational understandings of who God is have profound implications for who we are made to be as spiritual people.  We are vitally connected to the Creator as those who are his creation–not only physically, but spiritually.

God is Creative.

The First Thing About God:   The first and most foundational thing that the Bible ever says about who God is, is that he is creative–endlessly and brilliantly creative (Gen.1:1ff).  God is not creative because he is in some way lacking, he is creative because he loves to create.

What we see happening in Genesis, God’s method, is that He creates and then he fills.  So God creates light on the first day–but the light bearers he creates on the fourth day, fill and fulfill the purposes of the light God created.  God creates sky and sea on the second day–but the birds and fish that fill them he creates later, on the fifth day.  God creates dry land on the third day–but the animals on the sixth day.

The Spiritual Implications of God’s Creativity:  This way of creating is not just something God did way back when and then he went on to do something else.  Genesis is telling us something crucial about who God is–what he is like–what he does in our lives.

God, who created all that is (regardless of how he did that), also creates spiritual life in the soul.  Genesis, I think, intends for us to understand and make this connection.  God creates spiritual life or “awakening” and then develops that life–what the NT refers to as “zoe”–which is life, not only of body, but of spirit–wholeness of life.  God fills that life/that awakening with truth and mission and praise and hope and love.

~ God’s Creativity is Very Good:  It is clear from Genesis that God creates diversely, abundantly and beautifully.  Again and again, God proclaims the creation to be good–good in what it is (e.g. the physical world is beautiful, powerful, sustaining, full of resource and order).  Consequently, we should have an expectation that, what the New Testament describes as “The New Creation,” should follow along the same lines.  in other words, we should expect that God would be creating in us–moving us toward a spiritual beauty and power and order in our living and speaking and in the way we come to understand life.

~ God’s Creativity Points to a Larger View of Spirituality:  Without this basic understanding of the spiritual life, the expression of our faith becomes primarily negative–saying “No” to what is evil.  While this is an important part of spiritual living.  A definite turning away from what is toxic, evil, selfish, false is necessary and crucial, but it is only a part of what it means to be a spiritual person.

Obedience and life are also New Creation–a sensitivity to what God is doing in our hearts (attitudes and orientations) which affects all our lives.  Christian writers have described this as the unfolding of the person God made us to be.  So that part of what it means to know God is to be asking (through prayer and listening) what God is wanting to create in us.

God is Investing.

God Invests in Human Beings:  The second thing we see happening, beginning in Gen.1:26, is that God takes everything he made and gives it as a gift to human beings.  God gifts his own image–his likeness to human beings (male and female), and then he tells them to subdue and fill this new creation.  In other words, rather than keeping what he just made to himself and protecting it from outside influence, God gives this very good Creation to others to care for.

Spiritual Implications of God’s Investment:

~ The Image of Creativity:  There has been a lot of ink spilled about the meaning of “the image of God.”  However, in the context of Genesis one, that image is creative and good.  God creates diversely, beautifully, abundantly, and in an orderly way, that which is very good.

So it makes sense that God, having given the man and woman his image, would then command them to fill the earth: a reference to their physical procreating abilities to be sure, but obviously also much more than that.  The next time we see them (Genesis 2), they are in a garden, developing, cultivating, growing, creating, enjoying.

Spiritually, what is being said about human beings who are in the image of God is that they themselves are made to express God’s image and reflect his character by being creative in the many  ways God made them to be creative.  Our creative impulses and ventures, in themselves, bring glory to God.

This means that there is something profoundly spirituality about the creative ways in which we live and express our lives that are good (not necessarily religious).  Doing math, playing a sport, ordering a household, teaching a class, cutting hair, developing a property, raising children–when done in a way that seeks to express creativity, care, love, truth–brings honor to the Creative God whose image we are.  Creative life is, in itself, a spiritual pursuit in which we either imitate or reject the nature of God.

~ The Authority to Develop:  The image of God is also, obviously, about authority.  God commands the man and the woman to subdue the earth.  He gives them gifts and then says to them, in essence:  “You decide what to do–how to develop these gifts.  They are yours.”  God gives the humans authority over everything.  God wants them to develop and unfold the world.  It is the best possible gift, not a wearisome task, but the ultimate permission to do the very thing they want to do.

From a spiritual standpoint, this is shocking!  Under God, we have authority–the authority to take the gifts we have been given and to decide for ourselves how they are to be developed.  Obviously we would not want to develop them without reference to God and what is right.  And yet that gift is never recalled even after mankind falls.

God is Appreciative.

The Sacredness of Appreciation:  After God creates everything he rests (Gen.1:31-2:3).  He does not do this because he is tired or needs sleep.  Instead God stands back, looks creation over, sees that it is very good, and sets apart a day just to look back on it, enjoy it and think about it.  God sets this day apart as a day of appreciation–a time to stop working, to consider, to rejoice over his creative work.  This taking-in of what he has done is pure enjoyment.  It is his appreciation. It is his rest.

Spiritual Implications:

~ God is An Appreciator:  What is being said about God is that it is his basic/foundational character to appreciate the unfolding creativity of what he has made.  That creativity in action includes your life–that unfolding of the person you were created to be.  God loves that!  God has put his life-gift in you–entrusted you with it and delights in what your life is becoming. This is foundational to who God is and it does not change.  God made human beings is to delight in their creative, unfolding  lives.

~ The Rest of Appreciation:  Part of being those who know God and who bear his image is that we also live and develop most truly when we set apart sacred time to appreciate what God has done, and is doing, in us.  Without this sabbath, or sacred rest, life becomes a rat race.  In the absence of looking back at our lives in their creativity, and the recognition of what we have been entrusted with, life becomes flat and lacks real meaning.

In light of this it is clear why Jesus said to the Pharisees, whose view of Sabbath was enforced inactivity, that “Man was not made for the Sabbath, but the Sabbath was made for man.”  Jesus truly understood that, unless people have a time of sacred appreciation in which they can revel in the delight of God over their creative ventures, in which they can recognize this creative, entrusting, appreciating God, that they would never find rest and joy in life.

Psalm 133 – Why We Worship Together

This sermon was preached at Peace Hill Christian Fellowship on August 4th, 2013.  To listen to the audio, go to https://peacehillsermons.wordpress.com and look under Psalms.

 

This is one of the Psalms of Ascent, meant to be sung by the Israelites as they came to the Temple (the three annual feasts).  It is a Psalm about the beauty of unity, written by King David.  It is a Psalm of encouragement written for the 12 tribes of Israel (whose tendency to split and divide and go their own way is a constant problem in the OT),  and is meant to encourage them and to frame their understanding of the importance of making the 2-3 week pilgrimages to the Temple three times a year.  

This morning, we want to look at this Psalm, and talk, briefly, about the beauty and importance of worshipping in unity.

 

We Worship Together Because We Need Encouragement. 

The Image of Precious Oil:  “Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brothers to dwell together in unity!   It is like the precious oil upon the head, coming down upon the beard,  even Aaron’s beard, coming down upon the edge of his robes.”

To modern ears this sounds gross – the idea of having oil in our hair and on our clothing makes us want to wash it off.   However, the association would have been quite different for the ancient Israelites.  Anointing oil was an aromatic mix of spices, like myrrh, fragrant cinnamon, fragrant cane and cassia with olive oil (see Ex.30:22).  The mixture was poured on the head of the priest to anoint him for service – and it would have made him smell amazing.

So what is David getting at with this image?   Good smells transport us.  Think about the smells of Christmas – or of a garden in spring.  Smell is the sense connected most powerfully with memory.  Smell can affect our whole demeanor, can conjure up memory and affect our emotions.  David is making a connection here between the amazing smell of anointing oil and its associations in people’s minds – and fellowship.   His words would conjure, for these worshippers, making their way towards the Temple, memory of fellowship with old friends and past times at the Temple in Jerusalem.

Worshipping Together Strengthens Our Faith:  David is doing more than just trying to conjure up good memories for these pilgrims – he is supporting his opening statement about unity – that it is good and pleasant.  In fact, David is saying that the support, kindness, love, encouragement, faithfulness and fellowship that we experience in unified worship is good for us.  We need it!  Why?  Because it encourages us to see that God is good – that his way is joyful – that there are others who care about us.   

There is something that happens in corporate worship – something we don’t have when we are just by ourselves.   The presence and encouragement of other believers in worship as we celebrate the Gospel of Jesus, blesses us.   We see the faith of other believers – their joy or struggle – their love or their need.  These things engage us, pull us out of ourselves, wake us up and encourage us.  Worship with other believers can create a healthful, healing, encouraging, joyful atmosphere that builds up our faith.   This, in part is the blessing that God intends by calling us together to worship.

Therefore Worship Intentionally:  This being the case, David intends to build in these traveling pilgrims, an anticipation as they move towards Jerusalem and the Temple.   He wants the to get caught up.  Why?  Because he wants them to arrive prepared to worship – ready to fully engage in the worship of God.  In a sense, David’s song helps them to leave behind those things that would distract and claim their attentions – and to enter into this state where they joyfully anticipate the presence of God and the joy of worship.  

So also we need to anticipate worship.  We should come in the hope of hearing the good news of forgiveness of sins and new life in Christ.  We should come to celebrate these things – to celebrate with brothers and sisters who also have received grace and new life – the things that we have in common which make for peace.  Worship is to focus on the Gospel as that which unifies us and makes us joyful – as that which encourages us.

 

We Worship To Show God to Others.  

The Image of Dew:  “It is like the dew of  Hermon coming down upon the mountains of Zion;  for there the Lord commanded the blessing—life forever.”

This second image of “dew” on mount Hermon is again, a statement about the way in which brothers living together and worshipping together in unity is both good and pleasant (lovely).  In an arid land dew would be a great blessing, allowing plants to get some life sustaining moisture.   In the Middle East, “… the early-morning hours — and not those of midday — are the period of maximum growth for plants.  [This is] all due to the dew. “In the early morning, dew surrounds the leaves of a plant with moisture, and the plant does not close its stomata. Therefore, it can grow.”

 

So what is David getting at with this second image of Dew?  He is saying that brothers living and worshipping together in unity is life producing, like the dew.  In other words, there is something about seeing brothers live together graciously in unity – and worship together graciously in unity – that becomes the most creditable witness of the presence and power of God.  Anyone who has had brothers, and who has seen the way family dynamics work themselves out – and who has seen the way brothers and sisters and family scheme and fight and manipulate and grumble and simmer with anger – will be amazed and take note when, rather than doing these things, brothers gather together in unity and worship.

Worshipping Together Makes Us a City on a Hill:   The NT says the same things about unity. Jesus tells his followers – all very different men from different backgrounds (tax collectors, zealots, fishermen), that they are, together, a city on a hill – the light of the world.    Paul, who wrote the entire first letter to the Corinthians about unity, speaks specifically about unity in worship.  Confronting a church that was using their gifts of tongues and prophecy to compete with one another.  He tells them that when they all prophesy and there is unity rather than division, “… an unbeliever or an ungifted man enters, he is convicted by all, he is called to account by all; 25 the secrets of his heart are disclosed; and so he will fall on his face and worship God, declaring that God is certainly among you.”   This is because there is no more profound argument for the Gospel than the presence of God in corporate worship.   The presence of God is experienced In unified worship – where brothers and sisters are together lovingly, supportively, believingly worshipping.

Therefore, Continue to Worship in Unity:  We have had people come into our worship and say that they experienced the presence of God in this place – among us as we were worshipping together – fellowshipping – hearing the word.  

This should be encouraging, because it suggests that there is unity in this place.    But unity is not something that we can take for granted.  We have the meal together as a way of working for unity – conversation around the table is enjoyable, but also important work.   

In the same way, what we declare and celebrate together in worship, if we do so with a willing heart, creates unity.  This is a pleasant experience, but it is also important in creating, as Paul says,  “[a] building [which] is joined together and rises to become a holy temple in the Lord. 22 And in him you too are being built together to become a dwelling in which God lives by his Spirit.

 

This morning we are celebrating the Lord’s supper – another way in which we express unity, through fellowship, eating together, and affirming what we believe about the Gospel.  What Psalm 133 shows us about our celebration of the Lord’s supper is that it is meant to be enjoyed. We are meant to enjoy one another’s fellowship – and doing so is a sign of the presence and power of God – and an encouragement to our own souls.

Psalm 27 – Waiting

This sermon was preached at Peace Hill Christian Fellowship on July 14,2013.  For the audio, just click on this link – Ps 27.

This morning we want to look at a Psalm that is about waiting on the Lord during times of difficulty and trouble.   One way or another most of us spend a lot of our lives waiting.  We live in situations that are not or cannot be quickly or easily resolved.  We wonder why God allows us to go through difficult situations.  David, for instance, was anointed king of Israel, and then spent years waiting while Saul chased him around the wilderness trying to kill him.  We face situations of our own….

  • ~ When we are concerned for someone we love, but can’t help them – in danger, in physical illness, in spiritual darkness or sorrow
  • ~ When we face oppression or hatred from enemies, or the brokenness of a family.
  • ~ When we face illness or pain that is long term.
  • ~ when we suffer sorrow or loss, abandonment, fear or disappointment.
  • ~ As we wait for the coming of Christ to deliver us from a fallen world.

… In all of these instances we may be called to “wait on the Lord”.   But how are we supposed to do that?   What does it mean to wait on the Lord?  Is “waiting on the Lord” just a description of helplessness, or is it active?   This morning, we want to see David’s worship song as a model of what it means to actively wait on the Lord.  The song has four sections.

 

1) Rehearse What You Know is True – Vs.1-3.

Rehearse What is True About God:  “The Lord is my light and my salvation – whom shall I fear?   The Lord is the stronghold of my life – of whom shall I be afraid”    These sound like Big Words – a lot  of confidence (and when we get to vs.7-12, we will see David is not so confident).  So is David just posturing?  No.  He is beginning his song by saying what he knows to be true – rehearsing to himself what he believes and asking himself why he is afraid.  

This way of talking to ourselves should be very familiar.  People talk to themselves when they are afraid – try to make light of their fears, even as their stomachs are churning with anxiety.  The point here is that what David is saying is quite true.  He both believes it and struggles to believe it.  And this is where many of us are as we face fears and sufferings, loss and disappointment.

 

2) Ask for One Thing – Vs.4-6.

Recognize The Ground of True Satisfaction and Rest:  “One thing I ask, this is what I seek; that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord, to seek him in his temple. ”

What is David saying here?  Has he gone super-spiritual?  Is this just spiritual poetry?  No, David is recognizing something about his waiting and his desires.   That even if he gets exactly what he wants, there is no guarantee of satisfaction – our desires have a way of multiplying.  That our desires multiply because at the foundation of all our desires is a desire to be well and to be at rest and to worship.  We need to worship!  We were made to worship!  All people worship… something.

David is not being super spiritual here – he is realizing that there is only one way to find joy and satisfaction in this life – and that is to be in God’s presence:  

  • ~ To be in the presence of God – through prayer and worship and stillness.
  • ~ To gaze at the beauty of the Lord’s character – through study and meditation and hearing.
  • ~ To seek God in his Temple – actively pursuing and looking for the experience of God’s presence.

So That, In the Day of Trouble, You May Be Secure:  “For in the day of trouble he will keep me safe in his dwelling… and set me high upon a rock”     

The point of finding satisfaction and peace in God’s presence, for David, is so that in the day of trouble he will be able to wait and trust that God is in control – that God is good – so that he will be able to be at peace.   This is, in fact, what David is doing in this Psalm – he is praising God, in time of trouble – not because he doesn’t care about being king – not because everything is fine – but because he believes that the satisfaction of the soul is only to be found in worship and in the presence of God.

This is not a way of saying, “trouble isn’t trouble” – or – “I just feel happy despite my troubles” – that is nonsense.  This is not some psychological trick.  David is recognizing what will bring him peace.  There is a struggle going on in this Psalm because, like us, David has tied up the satisfaction of his soul into all kinds of desires and hopes and wants.  We do that.

Waiting on the Lord and struggling to turn to God in faith and hope and worship is the process by which God begins, graciously, to untie us from the cords of our desires that control how we feel.

 

3) Confront Your Fears with Faith – Vs.7-12.

Be Honest About Your Fears:  “Do not hide your face from me.  Do not turn your servant away in anger…  Do not reject me or forsake me…  Do not turn me over to the desire of my foes…”  These are very honest statements about David’s fear.   He is afraid!   And underlying these statements is David’s recognition that he has not been the person he ought to have been – that he is a sinner.  David believes that God has reason to reject him, to turn away from him in anger and abandon him.

This is the truth in suffering, sorrow, fear, affliction, pain, illness, loss, disappointment.  We can always look at our lives and see that our sin has justly earned suffering.  We know that we are not innocent before God.   Our minds quickly turn to look for the reasons of our present sufferings in the sins of our past.  David feels this way too – and expresses it in the worship Psalm of Israel.  And part of our need in waiting is to express honestly to God the fearful things we believe.

Confront Your Fears By Drawing Near:  “My heart says of you, ‘Seek his face!‘   Your face, Lord, I will seek.”    To seek simply means to look for something.  And while God does not have a physical face, per se, the face of God usually refers to having communion or conversation with God.  Moses, for instance, spoke to God as a man speaks to his friend, face to face.  So David is saying this:  Though I am afraid that you might abandon me or reject me – still, I will come to you in prayer and in worship and through your word, to  have conversation with you – to hear from you and to tell you my troubles and hopes and fears.

This is different from what is more natural to us – to worry and fret and to draw away from God with our unexpressed fears, into ourselves.

Confront Your Fears With What Your Know of God’s Grace, and Trust Him:  Probably David’s greatest fear and insecurity is that God will abandon him because he is unworthy – he expresses this fear elsewhere as well (Ps.51).  Because we know he struggled with this, his next statement is all the more difficult to make – a very difficult act of faith… “Do not reject me or forsake me, O God, my savior.  Though my father and mother forsake me, the Lord will receive me.”

This is a statement of the grace of God.  Yes God knows David’s sin – but even though his sin might be too much for his closest family relationships – God loves him more.  God is more gracious towards us than any person we know.

Confront Your Fears By Remembering God’s Past Faithfulness:  “… do not turn your servant away in anger;  you have been my helper.”  We can look back and see times when God was kind to us despite our foolishness and waywardness.  We can look back and see God’s faithfulness to us over the course of our lives.   We can look back and see that while we were yet in rebellion, Christ died for us on the cross.

Confront Your Fears By Submitting Yourself to God’s Correction:  “Teach me your way, O Lord.  Lead me in a straight path…”   Because David can trust that God won’t condemn him or abandon him, he can say – “Show me where my heart isn’t right.  Take my fears and my sins and show me how to become less fearful.  Show me how to turn from the sin in my life that shakes my confidence and  makes me fearful of your judgment.”   We are usually afraid of correction, but when we are willing to face our fears and ask for correction, we open ourselves up to be changed.

 

4) Take Heart and Wait.

Choose to Wait and Believe:  “I am still confident of this:  I will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.  Wait for the Lord.  Be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord.”    David has no proof that he will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.  He is choosing to believe – to be confident in what he believes.   Waiting is not our choice.  We don’t get to choose whether we will wait through a time of sorrow or suffering or fear.  But whether we panic or become bitter or distrustful – or whether we wait as David has waited is our choice.

His last words are words he speaks to himself, telling himself to wait and take heart.  This is where the Psalm comes to its final statement.  It is not an easily or lightly made statement, but an act of struggle and faith.  Wait.